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Phase 1 (Intro)
00:22
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LYRICS:
My name is Vicki Lovelee. You are now entering "Phase 1: Shadows". Here, you will experience the harsh reality of fear, struggle, deception, war in the mind... keep listening to continue.
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2. |
Intruder
03:31
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LYRICS:
I was never quite the same
When I met with you
You’re like a wolf that could not be tamed
All this was so new
I’m a little bit lost
Need someone to help me out
But when I look around
You appear in front of me somehow
My eyes get wary
My feet gets heavy and
That's what you like
Sometimes I hope
That you will go
Just let me alright
Every time, every time
You force your way back
I'll fade into back
And I'll never be the same again
Every time, every time
You force your way back
There's ash in my hands
And I'll never be the same again
We have the will to be kind
But yours is hard to find
You feed on my insecurities
You got a big appetite
I should’ve known from the start
You prey on weak little hearts
But when I look for help
You’re the only one who stays around
My eyes get wary
My feet gets heavy and
That's what you like
Sometimes I hope
That you will go
Just let me alright
Every time, every time
You force your way back
I'll fade into back
And I'll never be the same again
Every time, every time
You force your way back
There's ash in my hands
And I'll never be the same again
I am so used to this
Don’t know right from wrong
I got a shadow from your kiss
So I wrote this song
Every time, every time
You force your way back
I'll fade into back
And I'll never be the same again
Every time, every time
You force your way back
There's ash in my hands
And I'll never be the same again
Every time, ever time
You force your way back
You force your way back
You force your way back
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3. |
Alone
03:21
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LYRICS:
Far away, far away
That’s where I pray
Suffocate, suffocate
There’s no escape
This is the first time
I don’t see the light
Heartbreak, mistakes
Is this what hell is like
I’m on my own
I’m on my own
For the very first time
I’m on my own
Or was it always like this
But I never realized
But I never realized
But I never realized
I’m on my own
For the very first time
For the very first time
For the very first time
I’m on my own but I never realized
“Take a break of the same, old ways you behave"
That’s what you said yesterday
When I hated
Myself all day
Do I have what it take
Corrupt thoughts, keep it locked
I know that’s what hell brought
I’m on my own
I’m on my own
For the very first time
I’m on my own
Or was it always like this
But I never realized
But I never realized
But I never realized I’m on my own
For the very first time
For the very first time
For the very first time
I’m on my own but I never realized
You’re not alone, you’re not alone
Keep your head up
You’re not alone, you’re not alone
Keep your head up
Keep your head up
Keep your head up
Keep your head up
I’m on my own
I’m on my own
For the very first time
I’m on my own
Or was it always like this
But I never realized
But I never realized
But I never realized
I’m on my own
For the very first time
For the very first time
For the very first time
I’m on my own but I never realized
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4. |
Crossed Off
02:49
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LYRICS:
If I love who I love
Will I be enough
If I follow my heart
Will I be crossed off
If I make a mistake
Will that truly break
Your acceptance
What’s my penance
Oh god
Will I be, will I be
Crossed off
Will I be, will I be
Crossed off
Is it wrong to feel this way, this way
I’m proud of who I am
But can’t take a stand
Against your judgement
I feel helpless
Oh god
Will I be, will I be
Crossed off
Will I be, will I be
Crossed off
Is it wrong to feel this way, this way
I don’t
Wanna live, wanna live
In fear
Will you still love me here
Is it wrong to feel this way, feel this way
(Whoa)
I have not found my place yet
I have not found my place yet
But here I am, here I am
Oh god
Will I be, will I be
Crossed off
Will I be, will I be
Crossed off
Is it wrong to feel this way, this way
I don’t
Wanna live, wanna live
In fear
Will you still love me here
Is it wrong to feel this way, feel this way
(Whoa)
I have not found my place yet
I have not found my place yet
But here I am, here I am
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5. |
Summer Is Fallin
03:22
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LYRICS:
I remember when, I remember when
My trees and leaves
They were so green
I remember you, I remember you
Used to spend all your time
Under my shade
Then suddenly, suddenly
You turned selfish, I was defenceless
Did not know what’s next
I thought you wanted me
But you just use me anytime you please
Rip my roots out I bleed
Summer is fallin
Summer is fallin
Summer is fallin
mmmmmmm
ooo-hoo, ooo-hooo, ooo-hoo
Now you never come, now you never come my way
There’s a bigger tree
With greener leaves
I thought you wanted me
But you just use me anytime you please
Rip my roots out I bleed
Summer is fallin
Summer is falling
Summer is falling
(mmmmmmm)
I was not raised to be
A weak supporter of your ego needs
I’m sick and tired of this cruel dream
My summer is fallin
My summer is fallin
My summer is fallin
mmmmmmmm
ooo-hoo, ooo-hooo, ooo-hoo
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6. |
Shadow
02:47
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LYRICS:
Ever since I was five
I already knew
There’s an end in all our lives
Thought about it everyday
Even right now,
I’m afraid and scared to say
Free my mind from the fangs
It cuts me down to my core
Every night I close my eyes
I fear of the unknown
I don’t wanna lose my shadow on the ground
But I hate how dark it makes me feel right now
Time is never enough
To know everything
Anticipate what tomorrow brings
So how can I be okay
Knowing one day
Everything will go away
Free my mind from the fangs
It cuts me down to my core
Every night I close my eyes
I fear of the unknown
I don’t wanna lose my shadow on the ground
But I hate how dark it makes me feel right now
Trying to move on, cannot control this fate
But I don’t wanna lose my shadow on the ground
How can I be okay
Knowing one day
Everything will go away
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7. |
Phase 1 (Ending)
00:10
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LYRICS:
Phase 1 has now ended. Please hold for phase 2 or press play to start again.
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Vicki Lovelee Toronto, Ontario
@VICKILOVELEE
Vicki Lovelee is a Chinese Canadian alt-pop singer, songwriter and multi-
instrumentalist from Toronto. Her music combines pop with dark, dramatic sounds; fused with orchestral instrumentations. She is a combination of fierce yet vulnerable.
She advocates for mental health awareness and the acceptance of all cultures & identities.
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