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PHASE 1: SHADOWS

by Vicki Lovelee

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1.
LYRICS: My name is Vicki Lovelee. You are now entering "Phase 1: Shadows". Here, you will experience the harsh reality of fear, struggle, deception, war in the mind... keep listening to continue.
2.
Intruder 03:31
LYRICS: I was never quite the same When I met with you You’re like a wolf that could not be tamed All this was so new I’m a little bit lost Need someone to help me out But when I look around You appear in front of me somehow My eyes get wary My feet gets heavy and That's what you like Sometimes I hope That you will go Just let me alright Every time, every time You force your way back I'll fade into back And I'll never be the same again Every time, every time You force your way back There's ash in my hands And I'll never be the same again We have the will to be kind But yours is hard to find You feed on my insecurities You got a big appetite I should’ve known from the start You prey on weak little hearts But when I look for help You’re the only one who stays around My eyes get wary My feet gets heavy and That's what you like Sometimes I hope That you will go Just let me alright Every time, every time You force your way back I'll fade into back And I'll never be the same again Every time, every time You force your way back There's ash in my hands And I'll never be the same again I am so used to this Don’t know right from wrong I got a shadow from your kiss So I wrote this song Every time, every time You force your way back I'll fade into back And I'll never be the same again Every time, every time You force your way back There's ash in my hands And I'll never be the same again Every time, ever time You force your way back You force your way back You force your way back
3.
Alone 03:21
LYRICS: Far away, far away That’s where I pray Suffocate, suffocate There’s no escape This is the first time I don’t see the light Heartbreak, mistakes Is this what hell is like 
 I’m on my own I’m on my own For the very first time I’m on my own Or was it always like this But I never realized But I never realized But I never realized I’m on my own For the very first time For the very first time For the very first time I’m on my own but I never realized “Take a break of the same, old ways you behave" That’s what you said yesterday When I hated Myself all day Do I have what it take Corrupt thoughts, keep it locked I know that’s what hell brought I’m on my own I’m on my own For the very first time I’m on my own Or was it always like this But I never realized But I never realized But I never realized I’m on my own For the very first time For the very first time For the very first time I’m on my own but I never realized You’re not alone, you’re not alone Keep your head up You’re not alone, you’re not alone Keep your head up Keep your head up Keep your head up Keep your head up I’m on my own I’m on my own For the very first time I’m on my own Or was it always like this But I never realized But I never realized But I never realized I’m on my own For the very first time For the very first time For the very first time I’m on my own but I never realized
4.
Crossed Off 02:49
LYRICS: If I love who I love
 Will I be enough 
If I follow my heart 
Will I be crossed off If I make a mistake
 Will that truly break
 Your acceptance
 What’s my penance 
 Oh god 
Will I be, will I be Crossed off
 Will I be, will I be Crossed off 
Is it wrong to feel this way, this way I’m proud of who I am
 But can’t take a stand
 Against your judgement
 I feel helpless 
 Oh god Will I be, will I be Crossed off
 Will I be, will I be Crossed off
 Is it wrong to feel this way, this way I don’t
 Wanna live, wanna live In fear 
Will you still love me here Is it wrong to feel this way, feel this way (Whoa) I have not found my place yet 
I have not found my place yet
 But here I am, here I am Oh god Will I be, will I be Crossed off
 Will I be, will I be Crossed off
 Is it wrong to feel this way, this way I don’t
 Wanna live, wanna live In fear 
Will you still love me here Is it wrong to feel this way, feel this way (Whoa) I have not found my place yet 
I have not found my place yet 
But here I am, here I am

5.
LYRICS: I remember when, I remember when My trees and leaves They were so green I remember you, I remember you Used to spend all your time Under my shade Then suddenly, suddenly You turned selfish, I was defenceless Did not know what’s next I thought you wanted me But you just use me anytime you please Rip my roots out I bleed Summer is fallin Summer is fallin Summer is fallin mmmmmmm ooo-hoo, ooo-hooo, ooo-hoo Now you never come, now you never come my way There’s a bigger tree With greener leaves I thought you wanted me But you just use me anytime you please Rip my roots out I bleed Summer is fallin Summer is falling Summer is falling (mmmmmmm) I was not raised to be A weak supporter of your ego needs I’m sick and tired of this cruel dream My summer is fallin My summer is fallin My summer is fallin mmmmmmmm ooo-hoo, ooo-hooo, ooo-hoo
6.
Shadow 02:47
LYRICS: Ever since I was five I already knew There’s an end in all our lives Thought about it everyday Even right now, I’m afraid and scared to say Free my mind from the fangs It cuts me down to my core Every night I close my eyes I fear of the unknown I don’t wanna lose my shadow on the ground But I hate how dark it makes me feel right now Time is never enough To know everything Anticipate what tomorrow brings So how can I be okay Knowing one day Everything will go away Free my mind from the fangs It cuts me down to my core Every night I close my eyes I fear of the unknown I don’t wanna lose my shadow on the ground But I hate how dark it makes me feel right now Trying to move on, cannot control this fate But I don’t wanna lose my shadow on the ground How can I be okay Knowing one day Everything will go away
7.
LYRICS: Phase 1 has now ended. Please hold for phase 2 or press play to start again.

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Welcome to PHASE 1: SHADOWS 🌘 In my debut EP, you will experience the harsh reality of fear, struggle, deception, war in the mind... no one likes this phase yet we all go through it. This EP is a way for us to cope and overcome whatever it is. This dark phase is just temporary before we grow and move on to the next. Whatever your shadows are, just remember you're not alone.

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released October 21, 2021

Producers: Vicki Lovelee; Indigo Son; Roy Hamilton III; Andre Kaden Black; Tal Vaisman
Songwriters: Vicki Lovelee; Roy Hamilton III; Andre Kaden Black; Tal Vaisman
Mastered by: Lacquer Channel Mastering
Artwork by: Ziyaad Haniff

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Vicki Lovelee Toronto, Ontario

@VICKILOVELEE

Vicki Lovelee is a Chinese Canadian alt-pop singer, songwriter and multi- instrumentalist from Toronto. Her music combines pop with dark, dramatic sounds; fused with orchestral instrumentations. She is a combination of fierce yet vulnerable.

She advocates for mental health awareness and the acceptance of all cultures & identities.

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