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I used to think self-love was a destination. When I thought I arrived, painful experiences would creep in, making me feel defeated. But I’ve learned self-love is a journey, where you have to take a step toward it every day. My first song is "INTRUDER"
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I was never quite the same
When I met with you
You’re like a wolf that could not be tamed
All this was so new
I’m a little bit lost
Need someone to help me out
But when I look around
You appear in front of me somehow
My eyes get wary
My feet gets heavy and
That's what you like
Sometimes I hope
That you will go
Just let me alright
Every time, every time
You force your way back
I'll fade into back
And I'll never be the same again
Every time, every time
You force your way back
There's ash in my hands
And I'll never be the same again
We have the will to be kind
But yours is hard to find
You feed on my insecurities
You got a big appetite
I should’ve known from the start
You prey on weak little hearts
But when I look for help
You’re the only one who stays around
My eyes get wary
My feet gets heavy and
That's what you like
Sometimes I hope
That you will go
Just let me alright
Every time, every time
You force your way back
I'll fade into back
And I'll never be the same again
Every time, every time
You force your way back
There's ash in my hands
And I'll never be the same again
I am so used to this
Don’t know right from wrong
I got a shadow from your kiss
So I wrote this song
Every time, every time
You force your way back
I'll fade into back
And I'll never be the same again
Every time, every time
You force your way back
There's ash in my hands
And I'll never be the same again
Every time, ever time
You force your way back
You force your way back
You force your way back
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Sometimes I second-guess people’s intentions. At first, they seem warm and caring, but their true colours change with the season. I’m learning I can only control how I respond to challenging moments. This is “SUMMER IS FALLIN”.
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I remember when, I remember when
My trees and leaves
They were so green
I remember you, I remember you
Used to spend all your time
Under my shade
Then suddenly, suddenly
You turned selfish, I was defenceless
Did not know what’s next
I thought you wanted me
But you just use me anytime you please
Rip my roots out I bleed
Summer is fallin
Summer is fallin
Summer is fallin
mmmmmmm
ooo-hoo, ooo-hooo, ooo-hoo
Now you never come, now you never come my way
There’s a bigger tree
With greener leaves
I thought you wanted me
But you just use me anytime you please
Rip my roots out I bleed
Summer is fallin
Summer is falling
Summer is falling
(mmmmmmm)
I was not raised to be
A weak supporter of your ego needs
I’m sick and tired of this cruel dream
My summer is fallin
My summer is fallin
My summer is fallin
mmmmmmmm
ooo-hoo, ooo-hooo, ooo-hoo
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I know past experiences once made me guarded. But I’m learning there’s a strength in surrounding myself with people who are kind and true. This one is called "BREAKING BARRIERS".
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There were 1, 2, 3
Who loved me
But after some time they just stopped
Don’t know why
Each one I hoped for the best
But none of them could connect
I swear everywhere
I looked was
The wrong place and time
I almost gave up
Then you came along and showed
That love offers so much more
I thought that my heart was done
Never felt this way bout love
You pushed your way through the start
You’re breaking barriers now
You’re breaking barriers now
Did you know that when we first met
I thought it would be the same old path
So thank you for proving me wrong
I don’t believe in Murphy’s Law
I thought that my heart was done
Never felt this way bout love
You pushed your way through the start
You’re breaking barriers now
You’re breaking barriers now
God I’m scared to be vulnerable
Don’t know if this love will stay or go
This is new to me
Obviously
This is new to me
God I’m scared to be
I thought that my heart was done
Never felt this way bout love
You pushed your way through the start
You’re breaking barriers now
I thought that my heart was done
Never felt this way bout love
You pushed your way through the start
You’re breaking barriers now
You’re breaking barriers now
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The journey feels never-ending, and you’ll constantly face rejection and question your self-worth. But writing this song reminded me that we have it within us to persevere. Here is “WHAT I CAN DO”.
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Yeah she might be good lookin
Yeah she might be smart
You think that she can turn your life
Into a work of art but
Forget about that girl baby
I can fill your desire
I can make you feel like
Your heart is lit with fire
Does her love make your head spin
Are you on a high
When her touch leaves your sin
Does it make you wanna die
Cause I can do those things to you (x2)
She brings fun to your night
I know that’s what you like
But when you’re alone I know you can’t
Get me off your mind
So forget about that girl baby
I can fill your desire
I can make you feel like
Your heart is lit with fire
Does her love make your head spin
Are you on a high
When her touch leaves your sin
Does it make you wanna die
Cause I can do those things to you (x2)
Trust me when I say
She’s no good for you
I’ll love you everyday
And I know that you will too
Cause I’m just as alluring
And I am just as smart
I know that I can make your life
More beautiful than art
My love makes your head spin
I can make you high
When my touch leaves your skin
I know you’d rather die
Cause I can do those things to you (x2)
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The path towards self-love is full of ups and downs, but looking back on the journey shows us just how far we’ve come.
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Learning to love yourself is a hard thing to do sometimes. But I am a strong believer in learning from painful experiences so that I can find strength and compassion to love myself. This album is my journey to self-love. Listening to the songs from beginning to end will take you on a journey that starts from pain and struggle to strength and compassion. We cannot control the things that happen to us but we can choose how to respond.
released January 22, 2021
Written by: Vicki Lovelee
Final audio mixed and mastered by: Indigo Son
